It has been a long, long time since I posted here. In fact since the last time I posted I started and quit two other blogs!! You may be wondering why I stopped writing you may have not even noticed I am gone but either way I am back and I am back with a new focus.
Before I get into what my new focus is let me explain why I stopped blogging here in the first place. Beautiful Nothingness was the place where I came to write about my quarter life crisis as I liked to call it. I wrote about my debt, my want to start a business, the job I hated and all of the things in my life that I wanted to change, the only problem was I wasnt changing them.
I was still spending too much money, still stuck in a job I hated, and still not doing much photography wise and writing about it every week was only makeing me depressed. I think I had activly blogged for about 6 months and in that time I changed nothing! And even though I changed nothing I still felt like I had the right to complain and mope around as though I got the short end of the stick but I was wrong to be doing that.
You wanna know why my life sucked and why I was going through this quarter life crisis. It’s because I expected change to just happen. I wasn’t actually willing to make the changed I needed to make to get the things I wanted but I was willing to complain about them as though I had a right.
So what’s changed? Nothing except my attitude. I am not longer self intitled, and I have realized the type of work I need to put in to get positive results back. So I guess I haven’t really changed the focus of this blog, but I am changing the mood of it and making it more positive. So I hope you are still interested in joining me for the ride :)